someone ban me

for months now i've been saving every dollar of my paychecks and new years money. for so long now i've exercised self control. within the past three days my old habits are resurfacing. i've been buying on impulse. buying for the sake of buying. spending for the sake of spending. my closet is running out of space. my drawers are running out of room. i'm constantly shoving and tucking shirts in here and there so everything would fit. yet, what do i do? continue buying. i drag things home and store them in my room like some animal stocking up food for winter. funny thing is, i've just been doing winter clothes shopping. by spring, i'll drag some spring clothes home. and then some summer clothes by the time june and july rolls around.
so tonight, in keeping up with my recent indulgence, i went to solomon with mcc, and of course, being me, bought everything from lindt chocolate to leggings to scarves to shirts to starbucks. she had to pull me away from a shirt at one point. After two hours i had to leave the mall before more money was thrown around. afterwards, we stopped at keegan's apartment and hung out with him, rob, mike, and max. more importantly, it's always some risky business for me to be in proximity of a mall.