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feel you in my heart and i dont even know you

im seeing red2: whats the point of your friendship with her?
im seeing red2: its to make you happy right?
xtired eyes: yes
im seeing red2: are there other things that make you happy besides her?
xtired eyes: yes
im seeing red2: so do those things because she is not doing her job
im seeing red2: video games make me happy but when they stop i dont think all day how much im not having fun and continue to play them
im seeing red2: i turn it off and do something else that makes me
im seeing red2: she will not realize what shes lost in you as a freind if you continue to be there unhappily

karma?

i notice more and more that my life is unfolding like a season of the hills.

your skin against my own
your flesh against my bones
and all i ever wanted to feel was connection
and all i ever wanted to feel was redemption

new home for the fall

gab and i missed the 8:30 train to boston by 3 minutes, almost took the wrong bus - and could have ended up at foxwoods had it not been for a nice old man - and ended up taking the right bus at 9:40. we found our way to emmanuel and massART just fine. everything after that though was just a bundle of stress. we literally made it onto every T after that by sprinting and diving for the doors. with plenty of time before our 2:40 train home, we decided to walk from south station to fanuiel hall. BIG MISTAKE. the 5 minute walk ended up taking us close to 20 minutes, i lost my sweater at UO for some reason (bumped into rufus there), and had to run back to the station in time for our train. we made it onto the train with exactly 4 minutes before departure. got back to union station and gabby was ready to have a breakdown because she was already late for work. i got home and was ready to pass out.

a few hours later, michelle came over and we went to picadilly pub to buy a gift card. went back to her house, i got ready and went to see the hangover with tyler, max, joe, joshie, tony, keegan, matt, joel, chris hoffman and pat dillon.

my encounter with London men last week have made me realize my future husband WILL have a british accent, or else i dont see it lasting.

hampton!

tony picked me and michelle up at 9 and we drove to hampton, and met up with everyone. so much fun!

spent the morning with patG on my couch watching the travel channel, discovery channel, and natgeo. went to work at 3; it dragged and dragged and i went insane waiting for 7 to roll around. left work, went home, freshened up, and went to grace's grad party for an hour with michelle. it was really nice seeing gabby considering i dont ever see her much anymore. mrs. meagher was there too, random. afterwards michelle and i left and visited keegan because he was sick. max and tyler came back from their cruise and eventually joshie showed up.

went to natick today and met up with Nhut and his girlfriend to eat at Maxwell 148. he bought me a coach clutch as a graduation gift.

i managed to wear heels to graduation without falling and making an ass of myself

im a sick pup

went to the boston aquarium today. what did i learn?
to be more observant so i dont walk into the men's restroom ...again.

oh hey graceoday: you walked into the men's bathroom?

oh hey graceoday: typical