the holding pattern is getting old. one day it's on; the other, it's off.

i realized tonight i cant parallel park to save my life. i havent done it since road lessons almost two years ago, and having to do it tonight scared the shit out of me.

"gypsie fucking friend"

hung out with keegan lynch today for the first time since middle. of course i got a bit lost getting to his house..surprise, surprise. we watched green street hooligans but somehow i was confused the whole time so we watched harold and kumar. paul sullivan came over and then his other friend george. now my hair reeks of weed and cigarettes.
went over pat gosler's later on that night and hung out with him and pat sweet. i havent laughed or joked so much like that in a long time. then pat farted and pinned me down and covered my mouth so i would be forced to breathe in aaaaaaaaallll the fresh air. really cute

i blinked and february vacation is pretty much over.

not enough time in the day

went to the providence place mall today with jess. getting there was easy, getting back was another story. we got lost and ended up in walpole, norwood, then im pretty sure we were inches away from boston. after a while we pulled into a gas station and asked the owner for directions. nice man. so jess and i headed back onto the road and went the right direction, except we took the longest route possible. regardless, i purchased cute things. but didnt i say its not safe for me to be near a mall? cause by the end of the day, i.am.broke.

went out to sushi for dinner with michelle. as always, no end to our hilarity.

aaand there goes nice weather for vacation

i woke up today to birds chirping.
now give me summer.

"I dont believe in it", some people claim. others go all out - candles, presents, pinks, reds, chocolate, flowers. "It's hallmark's excuse to make money", some people agree. others make dinner reservations and plan every detail. so is it really a foolish day in february or is it a way to show someone we care about how thoughtful we can be? is it just another way to throw some money around or really a declaration of love? today, i watched as my cousin goes out of his way to send flowers to a girl he's recently started talking to. the note in the flowers would lead to a website online with a poem and a post script telling her to tune into 96.1 at 5:00pm to hear the song he's requested for her. on one hand i thought he was overdoing everything for a girl he's barely known. on the other, i am impressed at how well planned, how far he'd go to impress her. i guess feb 14th has the ability to give people a nudge of courage they normally don't have. it posseses the power to turn what normally is considered lame and cheesy into all variations of the word cute. in the end, regardless of what people say, i have to say i'm a fan of valentine's day. i'm a cynic, but i have a soft spot for this so called hallmark holiday.

dead kitty bop

went to the animal shelter today with rob and mike to drop off their dead cat. on the way there, we had to roll down the windows so my car wouldnt smell like death. it kept making moaning noises, like a baby trying to cry. it freaked me out, not to mention how gross it was. after, we drove to framingham to mike's house to pick up his couch and coffee table.

accepted

suffolk, with $11,000 a year merit money.
minutes prior, however, i knocked my bottle of makeup remover over, which ended up spilling into my blackberry. of course, that fucked it up and now im stuck using a blackberry pearl. basically, it takes me a decade to type a text with a million typos, not to mention my contacts did not transfer into the new phone. kinda rained on my parade. as the icing on the cake, my parents came home and whined about how irresponsible i am to have ACCIDENTALLY knock something over.

saw hes just not that into you tonight with mcc. refreshing movie!
work at 9 tomorrow, havent been there in about 2 weeks. next paycheck should be hefty.

caramel macchiato

spent the entire morning at starbucks with michelle. great venting took place